Long time no talk to...

So,
I'm just saying now, if you don't like to hear people bitch, do not read this. k thanx

Its about time to start another blog and I just kind of want to vent alittle. There isn't really anyone to vent to because I feel bad to vent to people because I feel annoying. Well, that didn't sound high schoolish did it? So, I normally don't vent alot. Rarely am I the one to vent to others but when it comes to others wanting to vent, I'm their mom and I sit down and listen to every little problem that they have. Yes, this may seem like a "Whoawez Me" kinda thing going on but hell .. I'm sure you have one somewhere or want to make one sometime or have wanted to make one.

The main thing that I'm bitching about is that I REALLY want to just move and get away from this stink hole (Terre Haute) and move over to Maryland where I belong. Not only is it for the relationship with TJ that I have being the reason that I want to move over there but, when I was over there visiting TJ and his family for the first time over Thanksgiving Break, I fell madly in love with the surroundings. The city life, the hustle and bustle of everything brought me great joy and fun. I have always wanted to live how TJ is living and I have the opportunity, the only thing stopping me is money. You need money to drive over there. you need money to live in an apartment/house. You need money to live. I don't have any of that! There is something good that's gonna be happening soon. TJ will be right here on ISU's campus in 19 days. We both are more than ready for that day.

Things just kind of suck right now and I'm sure there are people who will more than likely comment on this saying "Oh shut up Trevor, suck it up!" Ok, well.. too bad for you that you read this then isn't it when I told you not to? You'll get over it! Another thing for me to bitch about is not getting ANY hours at work (Hollister). EVER! I also know that they don't normally give many hours at all but I am just sick of getting told "Your doing an awesome job Trevor, we should put you on every night" then me replying with "Yeah, you should... I'm available almost every night." and this happens. I think I'm gonna look for a dinner job or something as a server or something. I don't know yet. But oh well.

I just want to go 'home.' This isn't 'home.'

"Home is where the heart is and with absence from home makes the heart grow fonder" - An old English proverb

Thanks for listening a little bit. There's much much more that I could say but I wish not to bore you.

Trevor