What they say

"People may doubt what you say, but they will always believe what you do."

This relates today to what people have said about others, to only create drama. I have found that http://www.blogger.com/ to be a big emotional diary for me to express my feelings.

Lately, I have had mixed emotions on college, workforce, moving/relaxation or Air force. I have finally made up my mind. I will be staying in Indiana close to my drama filled family and friends along with being close to my boyfriend while going to Ivy Tech College in Lafayette. This is a big leap for me but as for moving and putting that big of a difference on my life would place so much stress on my shoulders. All of what I mentioned has related to the quote you read at the beginning of this blog. People never believe when it comes to me actually doing things when i say them. When those things actually do happen though, it all gets shot back in their faces. With life flying by so fast, we haven't really any good time to be good friends with people, therefore, we all have much more people to be with than just one certain one unless its the relationship. Agree or not agree, this is my opinion.

Organization/Motivation

Do I know what I'm going to be doing 10 yrs from now?

I honestly don't know what i will be doing in 10 yrs. That fact kinda scares me and gives me motivation along with organization in my quest. We only have 5 more weeks of school left along with graduation on May 31st. The one day that I have been waiting for for more than 13 to 14 years. School will be out and over and college will be already started by the time we know it!

Everything was just my views for today! Run with it. Have fun with it! =P

Day Of Silence

Another day in the life of ... me! lol ..

Yesterday was Nate and I's 3 weeks so far. =)

Just randomly throwing facts out there.

OH .. FYI ... Friday, April 25Th is the "Day of Silence"

The National Day of Silence brings attention to anti-LGBT name-calling, bullying and harassment in schools. This year’s event will be held in memory of Lawrence King, a California 8Th-grader who was shot and killed Feb. 12 by a classmate because of his sexual orientation and gender expression. Hundreds of thousands of students will come together on April 25 to encourage schools and classmates to address the problem of anti-LGBT behavior.

This is what i will be doing all day Friday. From the time i wake up until the time that i pass out at night. I will not be speaking one word to anyone. No teachers, No friends, No parents ... no one! This will probably be one of the hardest things I've ever done before. I guess we'll see how i do! =)

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4 Truths about the Day of Silence

1) The Day of Silence’s purpose is to bring attention to anti-LGBT name-calling, bullying and harassment and effective responses.

2) Hundreds of thousands of students of all beliefs, backgrounds and sexual orientations participate in the Day of Silence.

3) Day of Silence participants encourage schools to implement proven solutions to address anti-LGBT name-calling, bullying and harassment.

4) The day is a positive educational experience.

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This past Saturday (April 19Th), the Crawfordsville High School Concert Band went to ISSMA Contest at Arsenal Tech High School and received a GOLD rating on performance and another GOLD rating on sight reading. With that being my last high school concert band contest, i didn't really feel as though it was the best that it could have been and i am saddened by the fact that that was my last contest for concert band. =( ... oh well!

High school is almost done and gone. We have 5 more weeks and then I get to walk down that aisle. =D ... Besides that, Its DEF time for beddy bye. Although its only close to 10PM ...

Signing off