As most already know, I have been accepted into Towson University. There is something that is bothering me though. I know that everyone cares for me and doesn’t want to see me leave but please, let me be. As someone (I won’t name names) said to me today “Don’t leave Trevor, you are the heartbeat of this department now.” No I’m not. I’m just another one of the many heart beats that makes up the one heart beat… if that makes any sense. I am no longer going to listen to what anyone says when it comes to trying to persuade me to stay at Indiana State. I love ISU very much. ISU became home for me and now that I have something else coming into my life that adds the love with academics, I’m going to take it. Life is about adventure right? Why not try and fail trying, then not try at all and never know what it’s like? You tell me! I’m not gonna whine or nark at people, but I’m done with people being rude … “why are you leaving?”… “You’re leaving just to be with TJ!” No, I’m not leaving just to be with TJ. This move is to better our relationship and to further my education. I AM continuing in the music department at Towson University and am honestly excited to do this. Moving and going to school somewhere 650 miles away from home is going to be hard, yes. I have seen many of my friends from high school go from home (Crawfordsville, IN) to San Francisco, CA for schooling and never come back. They were so happy that they made the move. Yes, some moved for academic purposes and some moved for pure relationship reasons. 
I will be moving for both and know that this is what I want to do. So, everyone who is trying to persuade me right now into staying, stop! It’s only making you look more and more like a (for lack of better words) … ass. For those of you who HAVE been supportive of me and helping me through this transition, thank you. I appreciate your help, guidance, opinions and love. It means a lot to me. You have definitely shown me the true meaning of brotherhood, family and friendship. Again, Thank you! You may be able to relate to what I am doing, but if you’re not able to, please don’t judge what I am doing with MY life. I would appreciate running my own life, thank you.
Other than that, I hope everyone has a beautiful night. =)
It’s so gorgeous there. You get to see the Villas on the east side of the harbor to the sushi bars and yachts floating along in the harbor. It’s one of my favorite places to be when in Maryland. After we finished at the Inner Harbor, we went back to the house instead of heading to Towson University to sleep in his dorm. It was a really beautiful night sleep to wake up early in the morning and head off to TU for TJ to go to class. I spent lots of time in the library doing sociology homework as well as adventuring the new Center for the Arts building. Everything yesterday was so much fun. We just hung out. I got to meet a couple new friends and got to finally eat crabs again! Oh how nummy they are.
